I never wanted to lead anyone

I started a group of women so we can exact justice on real criminals and menaces to society.

It started as a joke during covid times, but it turns out there’s always been a desire for this sort of thing. We women don’t get a lot in the form of support (unless it’s legal and it somehow entraps us anyway).

Doing vigilante shit against men was great at first, we simply went after the bad guys. But I never wanted to lead anyone. I actually hate it. 

It’s like just because I came up with an idea and acted on it…

People always want to “follow” someone. I wanted us to get reparations from evil men, but now all I hear is “what’s the next target or project?”, and I’m expected to make decisions on behalf of everyone. I HATE IT.

I just want to act and rid the world of problems, not manage a team of people that need someone to tell them what to do. I figured sharing a vision was enough.

But I’m exhausted of having to be in charge of anyone because they chose me for that purpose. I’m completely drained.