Detachment
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Writing is my self mastery
My writing is method acting. I experience, I go through all the motions and thoughts. I feel it all. I live it. And I let it go. I detach, and then I can have the real thing without any attachment or identity. Just an experience to have. A moment to…
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And you know what
Being/acting/trying to be positive is exhausting. I feel like I’m lying to myself, and it takes so much energy to “put on the face.” And faking it for something I don’t even want, that’s even worse. Lying to myself, and not enjoying anything. It’s like my own development is retarded…
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The struggle of attachment
I remember when mom would say that attachment is what causes us pain. Attachment to things, persons, and outcomes was primarily what makes us miserable. I was always so attached to things as a kid: what I wanted, what I learned, or how I assumed and imagined things were “supposed…
