Musings
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My problem is I identify with anything I’m good at
For almost 10 years I’ve been a recruiter. That’s the only thing I’ve believed I’m good at. I say I’m a recruiter like it’s something that I’ve always been and always will be. But maybe that time of my life is over. It’s hard to think about doing anything else…
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What’s the point of existing?
I want to cry. Cry my eyes out until I feel nothing about any of the bullshit anymore. Maybe then I’d hate that I was numb. But wouldn’t that be better than this? But my body won’t do it. It won’t cry right now. Usually when I feel this bad…
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Scamdemic vibes
5.17.20 What did I used to do before all of this happened? Months ago, and even years ago… Before the thought of any type of pandemic or huge “situation” was truly a reality, something dystopian was always a fantasy I’d mused about. And yet, even that type of wishful thinking…
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Getting away with it
When I first started as a “criminal,” it wasn’t about being a criminal. It was about finding creative solutions to encroachments that I shouldn’t have been experiencing in this life to begin with. The world is my cinematic adventure: my love for cons, games, experiments, cases, jobs, and projects. In…
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Cover letters are garbage
The job application process is so impractically antiquated. An employer asks you to submit all your qualifications, your resume, maybe even “requires” you to complete an unpaid project as part of the interview process, makes you go through 98736641 interview rounds… So tell me why applicants are also responsible for…
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On silence
It is easier to stay silent than it is to agree or disagree with someone. Silence can signal an aversion to making up any type of response or non-response. But the silence itself says something. The person would rather omit than actively lie. When you say something, and someone does…
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Corporate jargon
Everything professional and corporate or whatever, is all just a lot of fluff, a lot of explanation while sharing nothing. Everything vague to absolve everyone of everything except the actual victims of the system’s exploitation. A lot of words, and very little communicated except a hostile bottom line of control.…
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Speaking to myself through writing
Reading all my writings from over the years is like speaking to myself from the past. I’m understanding even better NOW what I meant back then. Experience and wisdom.. Its like having a relationship with myself. A pen pal in a way. There are some things I wrote that I…
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Secessio plebis
What if we all just walked away from it. Left them to their own devices amongs themselves? What if we took away their power? Plebs retreating to leave “elites” to rule among themselves. The problem is dependence of ANY kind on the government. If we are capable of individual freedom independence…imagine…
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Sports are inherently fascist
If you don’t want politics in sports, take the countries out of it.. You go for the athleticism and representing yourself. Why are you sTaNdiNg for a country? Olympics and sports and government and clubs and cults and everything—are ways for the ones in control to play games and make…
Ava Loreimy 