Musings

  • Writing is my self mastery

    My writing is method acting. I experience, I go through all the motions and thoughts. I feel it all. I live it. And I let it go. I detach, and then I can have the real thing without any attachment or identity. Just an experience to have. A moment to…

  • Reasons NOT to hire recruiters

    First of all, recruitment is super easy. All you do is post a job, wait for applications to come in, screen them, and you find THE ONE every time. You offer them the job, and they accept it 100% of the time. It’s not like there’s any sourcing, selling, closing,…

  • Life would be easier if I knew the deadline

    It would almost make it easier live. To have somewhat of a “deadline” to anticipate in which you have to fit in every activity you want before you die. It would be easier than the blindness of going through life knowing it could happen however and whenever. With something terminal–besides…

  • How do I define my intuition?

    How does it guide me?How do I feel it?How do I interpret it? I get answers, and there’s nothing I can do to change them, even if I’d like to. I can physically change my actions, but never the true result. The one you know is completely outside of your…

  • Sexual energy is creative energy

    It’s life giving. It feels surreal. Anything else we do is a time pass for getting back to it. The most basic and enjoyable thing. And whether it’s actual sex, or decadent food, or “drugs,” or feats of human intellect, mastery of our physical bodies, enchantment with the mind–everything is…

  • Victim blaming

    They say no to victim blaming. But what they really mean is no acceptance of accountability. Only denial that you could have possibly done aNyThiNg wrong. Sometimes–actually 100% of the time–you are both the victim and the aggressor. To yourself, first and foremost. And by proxy of anyone you come…

  • Freedom as we know it

    There’s freedom. And there’s an invented “freedom” you attribute to an entity, a corporation, a cult, a government, a religion, or whatever other scapegoat or proxy you can think of to absolve yourself of accountability. True freedom means we can be, and do, whatever we want, and expect the natural…

  • And you know what

    Being/acting/trying to be positive is exhausting. I feel like I’m lying to myself, and it takes so much energy to “put on the face.” And faking it for something I don’t even want, that’s even worse. Lying to myself, and not enjoying anything. It’s like my own development is retarded…

  • the note

    you remembered.not just as a casual observation. not out of pure curiosity.you felt what it was about. the only thing it’s ever been about… how are we able to do this? have this passion still, after all this time? how do we – how does our energy – command entire…

  • Nature, cannabis, people

    The three things I consider when moving anywhere… That the natural environment is healing to me, it’s easy to acquire top shelf weedsies, and the overall vibe of the population there. I need to be by the ocean, and I need lush greenery. The ganj isn’t required necessarily, but the…


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