Ava Loreimy

  • Be present

    That’s what I need to think about: I’m always impatient to get there. There. No matter what it is—instead of enjoying every moment—I constantly find myself wanting to “get rid” of these moments and look forward to those. I just have to be here for once. Not just in rare, or not-as-oft happening circumstances (i.e., food, sex, sleep,…

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  • Trust your intuition

    We get feelings about things for a reason. But we’re told not to trust our own instincts. Instead, pay us a fee and absolve yourself of the responsibility of the results. That goes for everything. Pretty much all fields of business, particularly the conceptual ones. We don’t want to take…

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  • Perpetual existential crisis

    What actually am I supposed to do? Is this all there is? But at the same time, the possibilities of existence in this life are awesome. But how awesome are they really? Wouldn’t I feel better , more optimistic, more motivated if this life were really that great? I know…

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  • The struggle of attachment

    I remember when mom would say that attachment is what causes us pain. Attachment to things, persons, and outcomes was primarily what makes us miserable. I was always so attached to things as a kid: what I wanted, what I learned, or how I assumed and imagined things were “supposed…

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  • Choosing new weedsies

    Going to dispensaries to shop for new flower is one of my favorite errands. There are tons of great brands and strains, so I never know what new gem I’ll get to experience.  I’m not saying I’m any type of expert, but I like what I like. And I love…

  • If all it takes to experience something is to write it, then what do I want to imagine?

    A mix of mundane and fantastical scenarios simply because I’m curious about a multitude of experiences and “outcomes.” No purpose. Only being. Only consciousness. Only observing my creation and creating my observation. If this is all there is to it, I suppose it’s not so bad to exist in this…

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  • Everyone is going to break your trust

    Not everyone necessarily because they mean to, but because sometimes we really can never know another person’s feelings, thoughts, or expectations of us. And maybe you had expectations that you didn’t communicate. So, it’s not that they broke your trust. They broke the illusion of what you thought you had…

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  • Unbearable and infinite

    People always think it’s something to be pursued…to be found. And that eventually you’ll be happy. So much of life is spent on following stupid societal “norms” at the expense of being still, and knowing you already have what you’ve been seeking. But we’ve always known each other haven’t we? We always…

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  • My last moments

    My last moments

    As I took in the beauty of that world one last time, I wondered at all the creative energy that made up this marvelous universe. I sighed, then reached over to put the pill in my mouth, took one last refreshing drink of  water to help it down, and I…

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  • Remember when you were here?

    You and I would talk about everything. You made the world interesting and magical and full of infinite possibility. Sunshine only ever existed because of you. We would say that we are all ourselves, everyone, and no one, all at the same time. Sharing experience and existing as human simply…

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